TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, | |
And sorry I could not travel both | |
And be one traveler, long I stood | |
And looked down one as far as I could | |
To where it bent in the undergrowth; | 5 |
Then took the other, as just as fair, | |
And having perhaps the better claim, | |
Because it was grassy and wanted wear; | |
Though as for that the passing there | |
Had worn them really about the same. |
Sometimes you really don't know what you want from yourself. . . you really don't know what is it that you expect out of yourself or probably its a decision regarding a choice which you are not able to make. . . .you really don't know what is it that gives you more happiness than what you have today. . .
And when you cant get to the bottom of these questions you feel lost. . . .lost in the thick jungles of self-doubts where you try to find a new path out of it everyday but what you find is just another dead end. . .you wish that someday through that thick canopy above your head a ray of sun will tickle your conscience and you will be back on track. . . .
'Experimenting' - people tell me to keep on with it and someday i will be able to clear the thick clouds of unanswered questions that hover above my head. . . .
But experimenting is all about hit and trial. . and surely nobody likes taking risks. . .or chances. Simple maths tells us that the probability that the "experiment" will do the trick for us is same as the probability that you might end up riding on the back of a wrong horse.
So where do I search for the answers?. . . .I can't google it out for sure!. . .but then where?
The irony is that of all the questions I want to be answered this one tops the list and a greater irony is that this one holds the key to all the questions.
Every morning I wake up I start on a journey to discover the solutions to these questions. .which eventually might solve some of my predicaments. . . and though everyday I move a step closer to what I really want yet I feel that I still have a long way to go.
Just a few days perhaps weeks ago I discovered that flowing with the waters is sometimes the best way to go when you don't know the direction in which to row your boat. . .. . . And I think I have contradicted myself here. . . but sometimes you just don't see any other option. . .
Sometimes when you don't know what is the BEST for you, try and go with what is atleast GOOD for you. . . .and when you don't even know what is GOOD for you then you really don't know what is BAD for you. . . It's time then that you try knocking on an unknown door. . . I might just do the same . . . :)
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http://news.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/videos/53.html
its an article most very much relate to!!!!... i mean wat u hve writtn is wat goes through our minds..... but u have put them in exact wrds... the emotions f despair... frustrastion... hope...
nice read!!
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